I’m Embarrassed. Embarrassed that I once again wasted space in the web world because I neglected my blog for eons.

I’m Joyful. Joyful at where life and God has led me to where I am today.

I’m Thankful. Thankful for all the things that have been placed in front of me all these months. I feel truly blessed.

I feel Victorious. Victorious that I was able to overcome learn from a period of testing and discovery.

I’m Angry. Angry that I let myself get comfortable at where I am in my walk with God.

I’m Confused. Confused at where I stand in this transition period.

I’m Striving. Striving to understand things that I can’t comprehend alone as a human being.

I want to be more Disciplined. Disciplined to challenge myself to do so much more.

I’m going to be Optimistic. Optimistic at the anticipation and joy of what lies ahead and is yet to be discovered.

But above all. I know im never alone. And nothing is more assuring than that. Because He has given me Hope. Hope with a firm assurance that His promises and blessings continue to sustain me.

But sometimes, just sometimes, I feel like running with a reckless emotion…..

Was definitely a Christmas to remember. I did really really miss the family and our annual traditions that we have at that time every year and our annual trip from the 26^th to the 29^th of Dec every year. My 1^st time that I wasn't around to attend  the trip as well. But I am truly and utterly blessed to have friends around that I can call my family.

Spent Christmas Eve with a bunch of friends. We had a pot luck dinner, sang carols, wished each other Merry Christmas, opened presents, played a board game which involved a lot of crapping, and talked and laugh all night. I usually attended midnight mass back home but this time I went for Christmas mass that morning. It was different but definitely something to ponder upon. Had Christmas Lunch with more friends and sang more carols and just had great fellowship. Chistmas Dinner was a blast. A small group of us had a sit down 'fine-dining' dinner, prepared and cooked by us. We dressed up and tried to keep up with all the etiquettes throughout the evening. Didn't really work to a point but we got through it with so much fun and definitely an experience to rememeber (including the adventures of cling-wrap). LOL. I would never never forget what we went through to excecute it.  The next day i saw someone off at the airport and had a nice simple dinner at home. In 24 hours, i sang Joy to the World 3 times. I think this Christmas, that was the most frquent sung song for me.

 
Jeremy 'Gibra' Giraffe

We welcomed the new year in with a big bang with bands playing and fireworks at Elder's Park.

 I think I had a great time of fellowship with old friends and new one's as well. It was great just getting to know people better and I can say its truly been a blessing indeed. I sure am looking forward to what 2008 had to bring and hope it will be a great year to all!!!

I thought I’d play it safe today and bring my red umbrella!!!

Heh!!!

There wasn’t even a sign of raindrops coming

And my bag was heaviest today…..

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I feel like dancing!!!!

It's raining outside and I can't go home….i want to go HOME!!!!!

 WHY!!! ASK ME WHY!!!!

Coz was a genius this morning (yes, just this morning) and told myself that I needed to take my umbrella out of my black bag and bring it with me today. But as I was walking out of the door, I knew I forgot but I was too lazy to turn around and take it. So here i am. Waiting.

But I love the rain!!! Im so tempted to walk back in the rain. I love the smell of rain. I can smeeeeeelllllll it. I miss the rain. I miss getting drenched. But I cant. Exams are coming….eee!!! so geram.

I hope it rains one day during summer. Just so I can go out in the rain…hehe….dont worry mother dearest…I won't get sick!! I hope not.

So here I am, sitting and waiting in the comp barn and we're talking about relationships and stuff. Now all we need is an umbrella or a patio with a table and chairs and a hot cup of tea with a book!!!