I’m Embarrassed. Embarrassed that I once again wasted space in the web world because I neglected my blog for eons.

I’m Joyful. Joyful at where life and God has led me to where I am today.

I’m Thankful. Thankful for all the things that have been placed in front of me all these months. I feel truly blessed.

I feel Victorious. Victorious that I was able to overcome learn from a period of testing and discovery.

I’m Angry. Angry that I let myself get comfortable at where I am in my walk with God.

I’m Confused. Confused at where I stand in this transition period.

I’m Striving. Striving to understand things that I can’t comprehend alone as a human being.

I want to be more Disciplined. Disciplined to challenge myself to do so much more.

I’m going to be Optimistic. Optimistic at the anticipation and joy of what lies ahead and is yet to be discovered.

But above all. I know im never alone. And nothing is more assuring than that. Because He has given me Hope. Hope with a firm assurance that His promises and blessings continue to sustain me.

But sometimes, just sometimes, I feel like running with a reckless emotion…..